So tired oh!!!

Story starts from this monday...
I was sleeping on my lovely bed....
N i feel my phone is vibrating on the floor....
Without thinking twice, i picked up d phone and say huh?~~~~
Actually is a skul teacher telling me that a primary skul wanna hire a temporary teacher...
N later i call back to the school, follow d instructions, bring along my information and spm result copies, go to the school n fill in some forms....
And that, i m 'told' 2 b hired as a tempo teacher.....

And it goes to tuesday...
I have a meeting. They told me starts at 830....
OH MY GOD!!!!! The meeting till 5pm......
Im going to die la.....
Sitting at there for so many hours and get know nothing.....
Such a wasting of time.....

Finally it comes to today....
Yeah you are right...
The meeting continues....
This time is from 8 till 430.....
Wat???? Again?????
Yes i m being tortured one more time......
God!!! Please save me...... Y there is so much meeting????

And before I back, just get to know 2ml i have to back skul AGAIN!!!!!
730 till wat time??? still dono......
Plsssssss la, enough la.........
I m just 1 2 be a tempo teacher, y included me in so much 'activities' d??????
If tomorrow they told me thursday got meeting anymore, i m going to quit it......
I m not low paid labour ok??????

Anyway i m really tired n tired n tired....
Plsss let me go~~~~~

做么？不懂。

做么你酱迟还不要睡？
做么你酱迟还要上网？
做么你还不去找工？
做么你还在家凉地？
做么你要无所事事？

我就是不懂要做什么，睡不着。
我就是不懂要做什么，才上网。
我就是不懂要做什么，所以不懂要找什么工。
我就是不懂要做什么，才暂时在家凉地。
我就是不懂要做什么，才会无所事事。

不然，我就不用酱‘废‘在这里写废话咯！

Christmas

Yeah merry christmas to everyone!!!

For this year christmas eve, i m not choosing getting countdown at a place....
neither joining frens for clubbing...
but gather at jy house celebrating with healthy food stuffs...
haha wat a new experience!!!

few fren getting 2gete, chit-chating with no purposes, just 2 pass time....
n ya, v exchange christmas present too!!!!
receive a unpredicted present yesterday.... XD
n hoping d receipient of my present will like it...

Myself

i still remember b4, got ppl say i veli fake....
i also remembered, ppl like to say i m childish....
mayb i m tat childish, in their eyes...
but i nvr feel i m childish....

y i nid 2 act childish, 4 who? is all 4 u al lo....
who cal u d 1st impression already set me as tat kind of person...
how m i goin 2 change, or shud i say, be back myself?
o shud i say, i still dono who m i?

there's some1 enlighten me b4.....
told me not to be so childish.....
i keep asking izit i m tat childish....
i feel sad not bcos....
not bcos no gal like childish......
is izit till now i still cant find a person really noes me well?

19yrs of living, i really think i m a failure......
not bcos i m single, not bcos i did bad in exam n not bcos i hav no fren (although i hav not much fren)....
is in 19yrs of living, i still cant feel d meaning of living.....
i m still d guy, pointless mayb? childish 4 sure?
i oso dun 1 b tat kind of guy in front of u al......
i oso 1 2 change.....
but how far i can change? change till u dono d me? den izit still me?
but if i din change d onli word i get is childish?
den wat u 1 from me?
sometimes i think b4 if nobody noe me b4....
n i start my life all over again....
intro myself again..... let u al noe d new of me.....
move to a place, where nobody noes me... starts my life again.....

at least i m not d me now

I dono

hmmm back from penang 2 days already.
a tiring trip, exhausted journey...
unforgetable memory...
tis kind of memory, once is enough 4 me....
i dono izit conisder fun there, but i noe, d happiest thing i found there is...
when everynite finally i can back hotel room n get a nice shower.

mayb i laughed, i smiled in every moment, every second in the photo, and my laughter fill up the whole trip, but i cant find any sweet memory after i coming back.
4 me, its more 2 a task, a guiding task.
after finish my work, finally i got bit bit of sleeping n resting hour...
when back to kl, i just feel huuuuuuuu, relieved!

i dono its my own feeling? i m weird person? o i duno how 2 appreciate every moment...
frens r still frens, its not ur fault, fren.
i lazy 2 post any photo here, cos i din feel any fun of posting those photo...
the same thing, tat is also a task which i have 2 upload to facebook.
so after i upload n tag every1, i hav done my job.
dun complain and dun criticise. i din do anything wrong....

i din get angry with any1
i din bu shuang any1
i m like tat~~~~ tat kind of weird

next trip? i better shut my mouth....
i'll join, but just 4 a participant....
pay d $$ n go....
n i wont complain anything...
as u al....

我回来了

70天的日子过去了
我虽然回来了，可是我变了
漫长的70天，我是否有无数的言论呢？

以往的日子，或许我过得自在，还是蹉跎，更是荒废了呢？
我并不知道。分享我这70天的回忆？ 我的脑子里竟然是空白的
我的回忆不是我的

那究竟我，还是那个闷闷不乐，时癫时懊恼的家伙吗？或许吧！
倾诉，也只把心中的不满再不断的提升，它，不会不见，只会慢慢被冲淡。

我有改变吗？有！
还是一样的无语伦次？是！
我变的，是我，我不爱笑了。

尽请留意，万勿错过！！

2009年12月10日

大事发生！！！
猛猪即将重出江湖~~~~

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